tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-60996937169529464712024-02-07T03:57:03.114-08:00what must be metthe pleasure of setting one thing next to anotherMichelle Pucketthttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03607786284148673524noreply@blogger.comBlogger40125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6099693716952946471.post-83115883583936382742012-07-16T02:34:00.001-07:002012-07-16T02:35:41.287-07:00final detroit 2012 summer update #13<span style="color: #222222; font-family: Century; font-size: x-small;"></span><br />
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<span style="color: #222222; font-family: Century;">tai amri, his dad dwight, step-mom diane, christopher and i went to the charles wright african american museum saturday. it was so beautiful and so wretched. the prettiest fact presented, by far, being that every single one of us was born of a single african woman. but then soon the belly of the ship that you step down into. mannequins upon mannequins shackled together on wooden shelves. they tried to make the faces look scared enough. impossible. the innuendo of it alone was enough to stir the imagination, tho. they had a little panel on the man who had been a slave trader, but later saw the light and quit to become a preacher. he wrote <i>amazing grace. </i>"t'was grace that saved a wretch like me..."</span></div>
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<span style="color: #222222; font-family: Century;">we went around and got a last round of sweaty hugs at the detroit summer 20th anniversary celebration and headed to the airport. detroit, i shed a couple of tears when the plane took off, did you know it? came home to chilly oakland and used a hoodie to walk to the car. and now we are back to our lives in oakland. this morning tai amri gave a beautiful sermon on detroit and work and jobs and peace. tomorrow, i go back to the office for the first time in two weeks. </span></div>
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<span style="color: #222222; font-family: Century;">i was thinking earlier that part of my not wanting to write this last update was about my not wanting to finish writing you all my thoughts on revolution and grace and peace and then i thought, <i>heck no, you should just keep on blogging regularly about these things</i>, and so i have decided i will, tho once a week is more likely than every two days. if you want, keep reading on my blog from now on. i still have a ton of pictures and some video to share, as well. i am actually glad that mercury is retrograde right now, because that is an excellent time for reviewing and refining what has just happened, and i hope we all take time to do that and to share it. at the end of the new work talk at the boggs center with both frithjof and grace, she gave us an assignment that i will remind my cohorts of here. i urge the rest of you to take it up as well: she asked us all write a paragraph or short paper on next steps toward independent electricity production in our communities, or toward any aspect of new work in our communities. i'll post mine on my blog when i write it, as well as sending it to grace at the boggs center. please join me. </span></div>
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<span style="color: #222222; font-family: Century;">for all of you who supported our indiegogo campaign to get to detroit, you are a part of this project and we thank you. for all of you who worked shoulder to shoulder with us this week, we love you. </span></div>
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<span style="color: #222222; font-family: Century;">:michelle </span></div>Michelle Pucketthttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03607786284148673524noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6099693716952946471.post-6251544436984921382012-07-13T00:15:00.002-07:002012-07-13T00:15:12.661-07:00detroit 2012 summer update #11<span style="color: #222222; font-family: Century; font-size: x-small;">today the young educators alliance hosted a roundtable discussion on gentrification at cass commons. sadly, we arrived at about the half-way mark, but what i was present for was excellent and i wish i'd been there for the whole thing. the circle included many of the people we have met during our time in detroit, and i think it is accurate to say that we were able to open up some really tender and protruding tensions signaling a measure of deepening in the relationships we are building. long-time detroiters like occupy detroit's rakiba brown, and newer detroiters like jeff sturges of mt. elliott makerspace shared their perspectives on the changing face of detroit and the politics that go into that change, and i listened with rapt attention.</span><br />
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<span style="color: #222222; font-family: Century;">now let me start off by saying that there are few things that confuse and confound me more than talking about gentrification. i am always left wondering who "belongs" where, and who can make such designations, and when i really get into it, i cannot deny that we are, as one person put it today, "herded" from place to place by a cut-throat, for-profit-or-die system of land distribution that has uprooted and upended damn near every last one of us and/or our ancestors. i wonder where that leaves us, and where it means we can go from where we are. i wind up feeling somewhat paralyzed about whether any move can be said to be benign. and, of course, none can ever be without impact. and for someone like me who is about to make her 28th move, this is a terrifying reality. since i am only 35, i'll let you do the math, but suffice it to say that, </span><span style="color: #222222; font-family: Century;">as a child, we moved a lot. this is an experience not uncommon for those of us who were raised poor, and especially for those of us who were raised by single moms with fluctuating or unsteady incomes. my first home - the one i lived in the longest in my life (which was 8 years) - was in a primarily mexican part of the oak cliff neighborhood in dallas, texas. my white family was certainly the minority and though we likely had more money than many of our neighbors, if for no other reason than the fact that there were only two children in my family compared to the much larger families of our neighbors, i really don't know where else we "should" have gone. we lived there, as i expect many of the others did, because it was we could afford. as my mom made more or less money, we moved around. i have so many memories of going to look for new places to live with my mom and sister, and each time, it was capitalism that ran the show. we looked for places with nicer looking cabinets, or places that were conveniently located, or places that were the best deals. neighborhoods - i mean with their histories and challenges, their networks and relationships - were not deeply considered. this is how i was raised to think about "choosing a home." thinking back on it now, this seems like one of the obvious consequences of the fact that my mother was raised in an orphanage, beginning when she was 5. how could she have known what to look for, what real community might be, considering her own very young isolation and separation from the rest of her brothers and her sister? but capitalism is designed to soothe woundings like these by offering a "choice" for every appetite. <i>don't like your situation? well then name your flavor! </i>as frithjof bergmann likes to say, "freedom is not the same as choice. if you offer a vegetarian a choice between chicken and beef, it isn't really a choice!" </span></div>
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<span style="color: #222222; font-family: Century;">so let me come back to detroit and to the discussion at cass commons today. many of the things people had to say made me squirm in my chair - some from lack of analysis and some from the steady and beautiful application of it. as the waves of tension rose and dissipated to rise again, a wasp flew into the palm of my hand. it didn't even pretend to be in a hurry. i stayed perfectly still, wondering whether i'd be stung. my heart began to beat faster and i felt a wave of hot fear go through me. what if i accidentally scared it? what was it doing in here, anyway? and why had it chosen my hand to crawl into? eventually, it simply decided to move on and flew across the room and away from me. i sat, staring at my ruptured notebook, spine all cracked and unraveled from all the writing and bending and thinking with it i have done with it since arriving in detroit. and instead of feeling regret over my encounter with the wasp and my busted journal laying before me, i felt gratitude. i gave thanks for the opening and unraveling, for the closeness and possibility of danger or communion i was experiencing, for the dialectic of it. for the wisdom that i have retained, as a woman, that would allow me look around the room and want to love this community to life, even as i recognize the ways our collective wisdom calls upon things inside of me to die and to be released.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #222222; font-family: Century;">i couldn't help but notice that it was mostly the women (and mostly women of color) who midwifed the pain and the love in that room. the conversation, without them/us, would have been utter shit. women are the natural leaders of the work to unearth our humanity as we re-imagine ever deepening concepts of community and as we extricate ourselves from the nets of confusion that have been thrown over our own senses of justice and connection with one another. the exquisite and powerful charity hicks stood up as our "big mama" today by speaking her truth, lovingly, when she recognized weak analysis, and also by closing the circle with healing breath and prayer, allowing us all to "grow our souls" just a little bit bigger today. </span></div>
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<br /></div>Michelle Pucketthttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03607786284148673524noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6099693716952946471.post-60152787250503294002012-07-10T23:11:00.000-07:002012-07-10T23:12:35.983-07:00detroit summer 2012 update #9<br />
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<span style="color: #222222; font-family: Century;">i went to bed early last night so i could wake up today for a morning reiki session with the amazing and generous andrew plisner in the basement of cass commons. the morning was cool and the air felt soft. it was just the start i needed for such a full day, so i'm sending a shout out to him. </span><span style="font-family: Century;"><o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="color: #222222; font-family: Century;">my friend christopher and i headed out to d-town farms and grabbed hoes to weed a bed of corn. i am always reminded of how much fun it is to talk with friends while gardening - it's a little different when you are collaborating like that, and a little silly, too. my arms got tired really fast and christopher and i joked that that someone needed to invent a garden tool that would utilize a woman's center of strength, something like a "ladies' leg-hoe" that could use leg rather than arm muscles... we then helped harvest chard, arugula, and bok choy for market in the hot house. boy, i tell you what, walking out of that plastic dome when we were finished made it feel like the whole world was air conditioned for a few minutes, so great was the temperature difference between the two!</span><span style="font-family: Century;"><o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="color: #222222; font-family: Century;">we then returned to cass commons for an event called "feed one, teach one" led by the young educators' alliance, an amazing crew of detroit youth who showed us a framework they had developed to help other youth (and adults!) identify themes they might want to lead community events to address, such as violence, pollution, and access to transportation. it was yet another reminder that young ones are the absolute best at thinking well about our collective future, and i was so pleased with their playfulness and obvious pleasure at being together.</span><span style="font-family: Century;"><o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<li><span style="color: #222222; font-family: Century;">if you hope to get the whole community on board, forget it - you never will. but we are not missionaries or salesmen. we don't need to coerce people.</span></li>
<li><span style="color: #222222; font-family: Century;">frithjof says that it was the women of flint, michigan, who "gave birth to new work" there, one of the several places where he has been nurturing a community of new work. "the men were scared."</span></li>
<li><span style="color: #222222; font-family: Century;">it is vastly easier to do new work in communities where it is blatantly obvious that the jobs are gone.</span></li>
<li><span style="color: #222222; font-family: Century;">he told the story of a successful new work site where the workers decided to keep their business small and when he asked them why they said it was because "you can't eat together unless you are small."</span></li>
<li><span style="color: #222222; font-family: Century;">"a pot of parsley is not self-reliance, it is more of a ritual." i.e. you can't just decide to do new work on your own. it requires a community of people who each desire to do something different to contribute to the community. </span></li>
<li><span style="color: #222222; font-family: Century;">he identified thinking about how to create your own electricity as one of the key questions and, when you begin doing this, you are getting closer to what new work is all about: economic self-sufficiency within community.</span></li>
<li><span style="color: #222222; font-family: Century;">provocatively to some, he said that democracy is finished - it's been bought. so new work communities connecting with one another is paramount because we are going toward connected communities and away from nations as the way we organize ourselves.</span></li>
<li><span style="color: #222222; font-family: Century;">the idea is to invest in <i>useful</i></span><span style="color: #222222; font-family: Century;"> technologies, i.e. fab labs that don't get really <i>connected</i></span><span style="color: #222222; font-family: Century;"> to the communities they are in are flops. "you might as well piss on them!" -FB</span></li>
<li><span style="color: #222222; font-family: Century;">grace summed it all up very well and gave my mind a way of conceiving of the scale of change that new work and community production proposes: she asked us to remember how quickly we were able to go from big production companies being the only ones able to print books, make movies, and make music, to now having youtube and and video cameras in our cellphones. when i think of it this way, i feel so much more relaxed about our ability to do what FB is proposing. </span></li>
<li><span style="color: #222222; font-family: Century;">we are moving past outdated modes of relation with one another. "what kind of confederation do we want to make?" -GLB. </span></li>
<li><span style="color: #222222; font-family: Century;">grace asked us each, upon completion of detroit 2012, to write an essay on what we see as next steps for moving toward new work. i intend to take her up on that, and i will share my response with all of you once i finish it. frithjof also invited me to invite him to oakland. i am so excited by this prospect and cannot wait to see what might come of it.</span></li>
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<li><span style="color: #222222; font-family: Century;">someone in the circle quoted former US secretary of agriculture, earl butz, when he famously said, "food is a weapon," to remind us that having our food sovereignty wrestled from us is a covert war tactic.</span></li>
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<li><span style="color: #222222; font-family: Century;">and most significantly, it is our <i>relationship </i></span><span style="color: #222222; font-family: Century;">with our food that needs to change. it is not enough to fall into binary, judgmental thinking regarding food, afterall, "who am i to tell inuits and eskimos to 'go vegan'?"</span></li>
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<br />Michelle Pucketthttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03607786284148673524noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6099693716952946471.post-62634131466988343132012-07-09T00:30:00.000-07:002015-02-19T21:40:23.436-08:00detroit summer update #7<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: arial; font-size: x-small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #222222; font-family: Century;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="border-collapse: collapse;">have you ever had anything approximating free reign to make something you wanted? i mean with the tools and the community support to do it? well today, in the basement of the church of the messiah in detroit, i saw a space where children and adults alike are welcomed to imagine their hearts' desire. it is called the mt. elliott maker's space, and it is ALIVE. there were about 5 or 6 adults taking a computer class, while a group of children, aged from around 5 to around 13, made things. on this day their project looked like a fort, though there is a bike shop, a wood shop, soldering stations, spare computer parts, and windmills strewn about. i happened upon them as one child was using a digital camera to make a film. she walked around interviewing the other children and i couldn't resist joining in. these babies were so fresh, so open-eyed and EXCITED! the overwhelming thing that i noticed among them - and i hung with them for a while - was the cooperative nature with which they approached one another. i really noticed the older ones looking out for the younger ones, and yet they all seemed to be really letting themselves do what they truly wanted to do. they were so good at working together. i absolutely believe that these are the building blocks of peace. every workplace could benefit from watching them work together so well and so joyfully. </span></span></span><br />
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<span style="color: #222222; font-family: Century;">5 is the the number of venus and of
love. i met grace lee boggs today. went over to her pretty little house
on field st. and gathered with a small group of 15 to talk of
revolution. christopher, tai amri and i had all just finished reading
the pamphlet <i>{R}Evolution in the 21st Century</i> aloud, in rounds. i
must first say, as a genteel southerner, that grace is a generous and
kind woman, and she welcomed us in with warmth. when i walked up to the
armchair where she was sitting i said, "hello grace, it is so good to
meet you, i'm michelle." she asked, "from oakland?" and i almost fell on
the floor! she has been reading some of our updates, as i understand
it...we all proceeded to settle in for a 2 hour chat, and i took a few
notes that i will list below:<br />
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<li><span style="color: #222222; font-family: Century;">those in power have
nothing to offer to resolve anything. hegel's dialectic. phenomenology
of the mind. patience & labor & suffering of the negative. this
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<li><span style="color: #222222; font-family: Century;">instituting a new form of government is the <i>most </i>pressing question of our time. the act of resisting will make the new forms emerge</span></li>
<li><span style="color: #222222; font-family: Century;">danger of male dominiation</span></li>
<li><span style="color: #222222; font-family: Century;">danger of charismatic, selfish leaders. "they emerge from our absence." - GLB</span></li>
<li><span style="color: #222222; font-family: Century;">wangari matthai - "the challenge of africa"</span></li>
<li><span style="color: #222222; font-family: Century;">love people to life. you can only kill a bad idea by introducing better ideas</span></li>
<li><span style="color: #222222; font-family: Century;">time banks</span></li>
<li><span style="color: #222222; font-family: Century;">you have to base your work on the struggles that already exist</span></li>
<li><span style="color: #222222; font-family: Century;">don't forget that you have internal struggles, as well as those on the outside</span></li>
<li><span style="color: #222222; font-family: Century;">the whip of the counter-revolution is also feeding the revolution</span></li>
<li><span style="color: #222222; font-family: Century;">look at where the resistance to the counter-revolution is - it will create leadership</span></li>
<li><span style="color: #222222; font-family: Century;">contradictions are internal, not external</span></li>
<li><span style="color: #222222; font-family: Century;">revolutionary thinking requires on-going analysis</span></li>
<li><span style="color: #222222; font-family: Century;">in the 1960's, we thought in terms of rights - we need to think in terms of responsibilities, as well</span></li>
<li><span style="color: #222222; font-family: Century;">creating an alternative is part of who we are!</span></li>
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the end, grace asked whether we would all be able to go to our families
and begin talking about the need for revolution because, as she put it,
the family is the basis of our knowledge of cooperative action. lastly,
she allowed us to tour her home and her massive book collection. i
flipped through her marked-up copy of hegel and posed for a picture with
her. as we left, rick feldman (one of her long-time collaborators) told
us on her porch that we had pleased her with our discussion, and that
it had hopefully added at least a week to her life. i know it
exponentially increased my own desire to stick around in this, our
opulent and suffering world.<br />
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next, i attended a community conversation on revolution and forms of
self-governance. this was a particularly difficult discussion to face
right after our time with grace because, as i am becoming increasingly
aware, many of us don't yet know what the hell to do or say when we are
asked what we <i>want</i>. frithjof bergmann, the other day, called it a
"poverty of desire." we are unaccustomed to being in positions where we
might be asked such questions and, so yoked to our expected roles are
we that, even amongst radicals, we have a great deal of visioning left
to do before we can begin to answer this question fully. if it weren't
such striking information to acknowledge, i would have regretted
attending due to the sheer discomfort of grappling with exactly how we
might create more local alternatives to our current system of
representative democracy.<br />
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shortly following that event, i experienced - like a series of small
lightening bolts - being "called" to discuss with one of my friends a
long-standing and painful family situation that is his current reality.
in a very frank and fresh way, i was able to frame my visions for just a
couple of alternatives to his situation and to invite him into a
re-examination of what he had previously considered closed. he expressed
having never thought of one of the options i highlighted, and i saw a
glimmer of opening in his view which is always enough for anything to be
able to move, really. as we wrapped up our conversation, he thanked me
for listening to him and gave me a compliment that i choose to take as a
challenge before you all: he told me that the loving care and process
work that i am so excellent at helping to facilitate is what he sees as
missing from our movement. with so much grief to be processed, and so
much fear to be faced as we step into the simultaneous realities of how
much work there is to do and how fiercely bold we must be to imagine our
liberation, we need (as he did) the loving presence and quality
attention i had been able to offer him this evening. i pledge to
re-imagine and help lead the movement in ways in which we can offer one
another the space to go into the guts of healing from the sicknesses the
dominant culture propagates in us daily. it is a responsibility i
relish accepting. <br />
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with love, <br />
michelle and tai amriMichelle Pucketthttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03607786284148673524noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6099693716952946471.post-29910172270904615692012-07-04T23:29:00.000-07:002012-07-04T23:29:19.208-07:00<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">
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<span style="color: #222222; font-family: Century; font-size: 13px;">tai amri and i were lucky enough to have two of our best friends, mia gonzalez and christopher santee, join us today all the way from toledo, ohio, and lawrence, kansas, as well as our detroiter friends ellen and michael scandirito. we all went to the "peace zones for life" (PZL) discussion on belle isle and, after quite a while spent searching, we finally found the site. we'd almost left, but we later felt so glad we didn't - even in the 97 degree heat. we gathered under the shelter and introduced ourselves, where we were all from, and the various reasons we had attended the event. and what a crowd it was! activists from all over the country were there, each doing beautiful things for peace. brooklyn and oakland showed a particularly large presence, but the mix was really wide and varied, as well, and we exchanged contact information with a few of our fellow oaklanders and made an agreement to meet later in the week. </span><br />
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<span style="color: #222222; font-family: Century;">the brilliant and loving ron scott told (and facilitated the telling of) stories of some of the successes that PZL has had - everything from helping two feuding families hold funeral services at different times of day to prevent a violent clash, to the incredible story of recruiting a retired detroit police officer, herself a victim of police brutality, to serve as the primary investigator for the organization - restorative justice, indeed! ron also pointed out that 80% of the calls to detroit police are for domestic abuse or drug usage, and that we, as communities, can be the "first responders" in such situations. his wisdom was that it is important not to make moral judgements on what people feel they must do to survive, but rather to offer an alternative. he reminded us that the best "weapon" any of us has is a verbal one and that de-escalation is real and can work when we approach people with love and respect, but went on to insist that</span><span style="font-family: Century;"> women in our communities need to be safe and he recognized that any move toward community policing must include a deep commitment to recognizing sexism and working to abolish it. he also lamented the loss of the "big mama's" who used to serve as wise elders in their communities and he agitated for a return to elder and woman led community-based de-escalation processes. i don't know what could be more human and dignifying. </span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Century;">one of the things that i love about ron is the balance he is able to articulate between sympathizing with the struggles of our neighbors under unbelievable oppression, and holding one another accountable in peaceful and humanizing ways. his love is apparent by how he speaks and moves, by his commitment to contradict the dominant culture that prefers to call certain people "ex-offenders," rather than to greet them as "returning citizens." it is more than semantics. this is about whether we can agree that each person is really worthy and precious. it is a deep question, one that we have got to keep in sharp focus if we are to move beyond punitive and commodified views of ourselves and others so that we can truly live into the beloved community that was each of our birthrights. each new baby comes into this world expecting it, and nothing short of a mighty and crushing hand can quash the drive for it, but that first desire can never be completely lost in a human being - only dimmed. the truth shines through the eyes. i saw it, lots of times, in the sweaty faces of my brothers and sisters in detroit today. </span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Century;">in peace.</span></div>Michelle Pucketthttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03607786284148673524noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6099693716952946471.post-88962864396746524952012-07-02T23:30:00.000-07:002012-07-04T21:54:36.039-07:00<br />
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<span style="font-family: Century;">tai amri and i arrived in detroit last evening and drove straight to the opening of detroit summer after nearly 12 hours of travel. it was 93 degrees and humid. we packed into the ecumenical theological seminary to hear opening remarks, paperboard fans in hand. near the front of the sanctuary, dressed in a t-shirt that said “{r}evolution,” was grace lee boggs, sitting in her wheelchair and sweating along side the rest of us. it’s a funny thing when you have occasion to see someone whom you have idolized: you remember (especially if they aren’t putting on any airs), that they are people, just like you. i remember, a few years ago, sitting in an over-stuffed wheeler hall on the ground near the foot of a podium awaiting a speech by the famous feminist thinker, gyatri spivak, and when she stepped past me i was close enough to see that she had very dry skin on her feet. i remember feeling very moved by that small thing. it is, in fact, what i remember most about that evening, never mind that she obviously said some brilliant things. fame makes people in the image of stars, but a good leader wants only to shine amongst others. a leader like grace wants us all to rise to the enormous challenge we tend to set at the feet of the chosen few.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Century;">grace’s speech was short and sweet, focusing on the upcoming fourth of july holiday, and how it relates to the work at hand. she reminded us that we must not busy ourselves <i>only </i></span><span style="font-family: Century;">with the work of BBQ’s and fireworks, but that we must face honestly the fantastic responsibility that the declaration of independence impresses upon us: that when any government produces, “a long train of abuses and usurpations,” the people not only have a right, but a “duty to throw off such government and to provide new guards for their future security.” following her remarks, a series of community leaders spoke about the responsibilities they have assumed, in a variety of ways, my favorite being the work being done to create “peace zones for life,” in which community and connection are used to combat both violence and complicity with police brutality. i’ll end with a pledge which you and i can take together – today, and as often as necessary – as offered by H.O.P.E. and the urban network.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Century;"><i>I pledge</i></span><span style="font-family: Century;"> allegiance to do my part in restoring the neighbor back to the hood.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Century;"><i>I pledge</i></span><span style="font-family: Century;"> to develop myself, my family & my household to the greatest extent possible of being a shining example of being a husband, father, son, brotha, wife, mother, daughter & sister in my neighborhood.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Century;"><i>I will</i></span><span style="font-family: Century;"> learn all that I can in order to give my best to improve the quality of my neighborhood.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Century;"><i>I will</i></span><span style="font-family: Century;"> work diligently to honor my family in my neighborhood with good deeds, & treat my neighbors as my extended family.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Century;"><i>I will</i></span><span style="font-family: Century;"> keep myself mentally sound, spiritually grounded & physically fit; building a strong body, mind & spirit that will exemplify positivity & productivity in my neighborhood.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Century;"><i>I will</i></span><span style="font-family: Century;"> unselfishly share my time, knowledge, resources & wisdom with my neighbors (young & old) in order to build & maintain a healthy neighborhood.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Century;"><i>I will</i></span><span style="font-family: Century;"> do my part to keep my neighborhood clean & safe.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Century;"><i>I will</i></span><span style="font-family: Century;"> discipline myself to direct my energies thoughtfully & constructively to maintain peace, harmony & love in my neighborhood.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Century;"><i>I will</i></span><span style="font-family: Century;"> train myself to never hurt or allow anyone the harm someone in my neighborhood for an injustice or through negative behaviors of stealing, gun violence, verbal abuse, police brutality, selling drugs, rape, or any other social ill that works to destroy my neighborhood.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Century;"><i>This is my pledge</i></span><span style="font-family: Century;"> to do my part by being a caring neighbor in my neighborhood by working to keep my neighborhood a peace zone instead of a war zone.</span></div>
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<iframe frameborder="0" height="429px" scrolling="no" src="http://www.indiegogo.com/project/109395/widget/548039" width="224px"></iframe>Michelle Pucketthttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03607786284148673524noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6099693716952946471.post-24859988447673849472011-07-26T22:10:00.000-07:002011-07-26T22:28:15.471-07:00the ADA is 21 todayfriends, i'm sick. and i'm really sad to be sick today, too, because i had grand hopes of writing a big, fat, juicy blog today about the anniversary of the americans w disabilities act, and instead, i am full of snot and just want to go to sleep. instead, i will make a partial list of why the ADA is important to me:<br /><br />1. because the people i work with at ILRCSF are wonderful folks, most of whom have disabilities, and if it weren't for reasonable accommodations legislation, i probably wouldn't have them as co-workers.<br />2. because in the last year, my sister has been diagnosed w rheumatoid arthritis and, having been previously immersed in the independent living movement thru my work at ILRCSF, her diagnosis took on a different feel, i believe, in both of our lives - one more hopeful than would've previously likely been the case.<br />3. because i like being able to go all over the bay with my friend, amber, on her little scooter. i like the curb cuts and ramps and elevators that keep us moving, together.<br />4. because i am an activist and i love civil rights legislation of every stripe.<br />5. because i live in a human body, and will most likely be disabled at some point in my life, as will most of you reading this.<br />6. because we needed to start somewhere.<br />7. because we have lots and lots of places to go.<br /><br />happy anniversary, ADA!Michelle Pucketthttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03607786284148673524noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6099693716952946471.post-11528607244551871802011-07-15T22:46:00.000-07:002011-07-16T02:00:14.421-07:00<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEh2Q9T4Bg_VPT-Iwb7j0axqJJRnGoQ9rx9aQNE_3EkXwxidIKTz8pprZ7FyAW5JizvVCMFkdLs8rWzzkIYzWqRxt6Dq_Jnb_pkTlJ33obba4nOc52XOyJyX10Gsp7AA1tKpqY1EbgZq1yQ1/s1600/fish+scales.jpg"><img style="float:left; margin:0 10px 10px 0;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 275px; height: 183px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEh2Q9T4Bg_VPT-Iwb7j0axqJJRnGoQ9rx9aQNE_3EkXwxidIKTz8pprZ7FyAW5JizvVCMFkdLs8rWzzkIYzWqRxt6Dq_Jnb_pkTlJ33obba4nOc52XOyJyX10Gsp7AA1tKpqY1EbgZq1yQ1/s400/fish+scales.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5629857282990048482" border="0" /></a>i'm reading the new critical edition of the narrative of the life of frederick douglass, including angela davis' lectures on liberation as well as juliana spahr's well then there now, which came in the mail today. just finished james baldwin's the fire next time and am put on motion , , have been spinning. rainbow arc, fish-fin, tail. circled orb/electrons: in greece. 15. this is how you do it. (self)<br /><br />for instance: "the slave is actually conscious of the fact that freedom is not a fact, it is not a given, but rather something to be fought for; it can exist only through a process of struggle. the slavemaster, on the other hand, experiences his freedom as inalienable and thus a fact: he is not aware that he too has been enslaved by his own system." -angela davis<br /><br />and: "togetherness of the lesson and the splitting" or "when my mother was saying we were middle class she was saying something less about our house and more about our location on the block and about our location on the globe at the same time. i was trying to think about what was right about what she said." -juliana spahr<br /><br />these women are talking about some holes. are talking from parts of oakland, from female lips.<br /><br />these women. these women.<br /><br />the 26th of july will mark the 21st anniversary of the americans with disabilities act. i work for an independent living center which is a disability rights organization that functions on the basic premise that people with disabilities deserve to live in the larger community and to not be pathologized to death or lonesome all the time - another nod to freedom, split, touchingness.<br /><br />i am going to call 2 hours worth of wisconsin voters tomorrow in an effort to help recall their republicans. i live across the street from a motel and the government wants me to pay them $313 a month for my $93,000 poetry degrees which i never intend to pay (entirely) off. i deserved those years reading and writing, god damn it - everyone truly does. this world is better off that i did that for my self and for my mind and it should <span style="font-style: italic;">never </span>have cost that much, besides.<br /><br />wine or orchids<br /><br />crinkled iridescent foil<br /><br />in my comments section, please humor me with answers to these questions:<br />1. tell me about where you're from, who your people are.<br />2. talk about language, as it was experienced by you, growing up where you did, in relation to family, place, being a worker, your mom teaching you how to work--etc.<br />3. breifly/ your perspective (divinatory/psychic) on where we are at, as a society in capitalism - we writers who use the art of invocation, as all language must be said to do.<br />4. a sentence on liberation.<br /><br />***<br /><br />ILRCSF (the organization i work for) is hosting a commemorative reading for the anniversary of the ADA at the san francisco public library (100 larkin), in which i will be a featured reader. you should come. 7/26 - starts at 6pm in the koret auditorium. it's accessible and you're welcome there.Michelle Pucketthttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03607786284148673524noreply@blogger.com6tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6099693716952946471.post-66011146882473974552011-04-17T19:42:00.000-07:002011-04-17T19:45:02.535-07:00fyi, my grand prize-winning poem, "made flesh" appears in this online anthology, just out from the poetry ark! download it and check it out!<br /><a href="http://www.poetryark.org/"><br />http://www.poetryark.org/</a>Michelle Pucketthttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03607786284148673524noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6099693716952946471.post-3025320491548646202011-04-10T01:36:00.000-07:002011-04-26T22:15:56.291-07:00working [class] reading series<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEi6iI8zbSk8x9zsOvQxT4t-iG7JqUq1gY00u7gK89BgkbCLbkgJ1czdjsnDXYBiU_FC5r2FI2koEuj9BX0XPAvcItwn0ddx4NnmZqzQZOUtLp1q4nCN4uunPZ0adroZP5zlGFyd6boeI-OO/s1600/WPA.jpg"><img style="float: left; margin: 0pt 10px 10px 0pt; cursor: pointer; width: 139px; height: 200px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEi6iI8zbSk8x9zsOvQxT4t-iG7JqUq1gY00u7gK89BgkbCLbkgJ1czdjsnDXYBiU_FC5r2FI2koEuj9BX0XPAvcItwn0ddx4NnmZqzQZOUtLp1q4nCN4uunPZ0adroZP5zlGFyd6boeI-OO/s200/WPA.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5600127741561370290" border="0" /></a><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjf7C_fQtzvXPDAbr6JFJVyGQp-jFXWD8n3TjylNqOoDnppsF9-Uz0uYOMd2ieaFdDKTdX-glT6Yp1XZ6FCsVS2ZzL1D6VMOMtXyxvYcj_6fMj25O2P1NcOpnDcJZMT3VMTqS1yqio8JIIT/s1600/WPA.jpg"><br /></a><br /><style>@font-face { font-family: "Times New Roman"; }@font-face { font-family: "Century"; }p.MsoNormal, li.MsoNormal, div.MsoNormal { margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt; font-size: 12pt; font-family: "Times New Roman"; }table.MsoNormalTable { font-size: 10pt; font-family: "Times New Roman"; }div.Section1 { page: Section1; }ol { margin-bottom: 0in; }ul { margin-bottom: 0</style><br /><p class="MsoNormal" style=""><span style=";font-family:Century;font-size:10pt;" ><b>:working [class] reading series</b></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style=""><br /></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="">* Amee Puckett Boswell in conversation re: working, illness, property, management, momness and more<br />* Mg Roberts as featured poet<br />* and David Brazil, Steve Farmer, Sara Larsen, Lauren Levin, and Suzanne Stein - some of the organizing members of the Poetic Labor Project - filling us in on their symposium and blog (<a href="http://www.labday2010.blogspot.com/" rel="nofollow" target="_blank"><span>http://www.labday2010.blog</span><wbr><span class="word_break"></span>spot.com/</a>) </p><p class="MsoNormal" style=""><span style=";font-family:Century;font-size:10pt;" ><b><br /></b></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style=""><span style=";font-family:Century;font-size:10pt;" >bring a covered dish or beverage. bring some pomes or almost poems. bring your curiosity about poetry, your thoughts on work or class or access. also, think christmas lights, driveway, old couches, kids and dogs, barbeque, after party.</span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style=""><span style=";font-family:Century;font-size:10pt;" ><br /></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style=""><span style=";font-family:Century;font-size:10pt;" ><b>:first fridays beginning may 6, 2011<br />:8pm at michelle puckett’s house<br />:702 w. macarthur blvd<br />:oakland, ca</b></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style=""><br /><span style=";font-family:Century;font-size:10pt;" ></span><span style="font-family:Century;"></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span style=";font-family:Century;font-size:10pt;" >with this series we aim to soften things up. we are thinking of people who interest us and then asking them what poems or thoughts they might have about work, bodies at work, working class perspectives on the world, stories of capitalism, commonality, and the millions of offshoots poetry allows us to consider given these things. we want to mix scenes and get comfie. we want hot dogs.<br /></span></p><p class="MsoNormal"><span style=";font-family:Century;font-size:10pt;" ><br /></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span style=";font-family:Century;font-size:10pt;" > </span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span style=";font-family:Century;font-size:10pt;" ><b>what we are looking for:</b></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span style=";font-family:Century;font-size:10pt;" ><b> </b></span></p> <ol style="margin-top: 0in;" start="1" type="1"><li class="MsoNormal" style=""><span style=";font-family:Century;font-size:10pt;" ><b>any work, on any topic, by people who identify as raised-poor or working class.</b></span></li><li class="MsoNormal" style=""><span style=";font-family:Century;font-size:10pt;" ><b>work from people from other classes, granted it considers deeply the plight and dignity of working people and casts them centrally in the writing. </b></span></li><li class="MsoNormal" style=""><span style=";font-family:Century;font-size:10pt;" ><b>also, we want to facilitate a short dialogue with a worker – most often one who does not identify as a “writer” – each month. we will look at poetics and the work of words through a loose lens of labor and the body that performs it.</b></span><span style=";font-family:Century;font-size:10pt;" ></span></li></ol> <p class="MsoNormal" style=""><span style=";font-family:Century;font-size:10pt;" ><br /></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style=""><span style=";font-family:Century;font-size:10pt;" >it is important to say that this series consciously considers physical bodies. the venue, a garage, will have space heaters and blankets and fans if oakland nights get hot. it is also completely wheelchair accessible, though we really regret to say that bathrooms are upstairs. assistance will be provided to anyone who needs it and there is a bathroom at the gas station across the street and at macarthur BART.</span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style=""><span style=";font-family:Century;font-size:10pt;" ><br /></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style=""><span style=";font-family:Century;font-size:10pt;" >we think just by talking about couches and kids and bathrooms we are making for a new tone as far as reading series go. we hope you’ll join us. hot dogs will be provided but BYOB.</span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span style=";font-family:Century;font-size:10pt;" > </span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span style=";font-family:Century;font-size:10pt;" ><b> </b></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span style=";font-family:Century;font-size:10pt;" ><b>:michelle puckett & amber dipietra</b></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span style=";font-family:Century;font-size:10pt;" ><b><span style=""> </span>working.class.reading@gmail.com</b></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span style=";font-family:Century;font-size:10pt;" > </span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span style=";font-family:Century;font-size:10pt;" > </span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span style=";font-family:Century;font-size:10pt;" > </span></p>Michelle Pucketthttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03607786284148673524noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6099693716952946471.post-72875647028779211832011-03-29T11:53:00.000-07:002011-03-29T12:13:35.056-07:00<a href="http://www.newphiladelphiapoets.com/">New Philadelphia Poets</a> present readings by Michelle Puckett, <a href="http://400yearsinbabylon.blogspot.com/">Tai Amri</a>, <a href="http://www.kimgeklinshort.com/HOME.html">Kim Gek Lin Short</a>, and <a href="http://www.dusie.org/quimba.html#cherylquimba_">Cheryl Quimba</a>! Saturday, April 2, 2011 Fergie's Pub 1214 Sansom Street Philadelphia, PA 4-6pm Followed by <a href="http://www.concrescentpress.org/">Con/crescent</a> readings by Jamie Townsend, Rob Halpern, and Julia Bloch at 6pm. COME DRINK BEER ALL DAY AND LIVE A LIFE OF POETRY WITH US! love:mMichelle Pucketthttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03607786284148673524noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6099693716952946471.post-52741669719252707972011-03-17T22:54:00.000-07:002011-03-18T00:14:31.533-07:00arcos iris<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://farm4.static.flickr.com/3579/3809095501_8e465d34db_o.jpg"><img style="display: block; margin: 0px auto 10px; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 1200px; height: 900px;" src="http://farm4.static.flickr.com/3579/3809095501_8e465d34db_o.jpg" alt="" border="0" /></a><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://farm4.static.flickr.com/3579/3809095501_8e465d34db_o.jpg"><br /></a><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://farm4.static.flickr.com/3579/3809095501_8e465d34db_o.jpg"><br /></a><br /><a href="http://www.logosdictionary.org/sound/es/363031_n.wav">http://www.logosdictionary.org/sound/es/363031_n.wav</a>Michelle Pucketthttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03607786284148673524noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6099693716952946471.post-31535208744722574562011-03-06T23:17:00.000-08:002011-03-07T01:03:46.092-08:00i want to stay here & i'll be glad<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://www.semicro.com/offline/anp/redoubt2lg.jpg"><img style="float:left; margin:0 10px 10px 0;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 640px; height: 512px;" src="http://www.semicro.com/offline/anp/redoubt2lg.jpg" border="0" alt="" /></a><br /><br /><br />hallo. it's been a while. again. oh well, i'm back. and since my last post i have: written a thesis, graduated, moved my sister and nieces from dallas to berkeley, gotten into and out of a relationship, gotten a full-time, union job (!) at a non-profit, moved myself from one part of oakland to another, and, most recently, found out that i won the GRAND PRIZE of $1,000 in the <a href="http://www.poetryark.org/index.php?p=ark&t=poems&id=5376">poetry ark competition</a> for my poem, <span style="font-style:italic;"></span>made flesh. <span style="font-style:italic;"></span><br /><br />holy shit! no wonder i haven't been on this thing! <br /><br />so now i am settling into my new home and job and i am coming out of the winter, as i know all of you must be also, and the world smells fresh. i smelled it today. all of this, turning. i am falling in love and the world is filled with hummingbirds, chuparosa, flowers. daylight getting longer. <br /><br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgWq0bKDDflTsy7lxHfaFrw03L9hhhHNC6zzgCOFlc5RCfbkY7nbQFKmnjv7QiL3Nx_Mav4mUOumHxS4xb8kfadnYQSkXn1m9kf_vLj9PeCwklYrmbWP9QDDw5xHnQPGgCr2ySGo5iIhlPP/s1600/akilah.jpg"><img style="float:left; margin:0 10px 10px 0;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 200px; height: 134px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgWq0bKDDflTsy7lxHfaFrw03L9hhhHNC6zzgCOFlc5RCfbkY7nbQFKmnjv7QiL3Nx_Mav4mUOumHxS4xb8kfadnYQSkXn1m9kf_vLj9PeCwklYrmbWP9QDDw5xHnQPGgCr2ySGo5iIhlPP/s200/akilah.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5581251392267643282" /></a><br /><br />from my journal, last entry before before <a href="http://www.belladonnaseries.org/">akilah died</a>: <br /><br />while this tumult<br />random shots<br />penoptigon, or what have you<br />permanent disregard for revolt<br />straight<br />lybians refusing to fire on libyans<br /><br />plus, love<br />there is love<br />lazy eye and tongue<br />gruesome and staggering<br />shock, baby<br />information<br />pissed, and wrapped<br />monarchy, armchair<br />putty<br />what we do with power<br /> that stuff - its'shapes<br />what we make<br />dream . negotiate<br /><br /><br /><br />then, after she died:<br /><br /><br /><br />there are sirens in oakland at your memorial<br />the shaking of change<br />the day after knowing<br /><br /><br /><br />we spent nine days uplifting akilah, thanks to <a href="http://louflorez.com/">lou florez</a>. i could feel the work happening. and i have loved her so much this past week and i've felt grateful to have just spoken to her before she passed. we were planning things. paris in the summer, and i was to stay in her apartment at the end of march. she was happy, had been following news of the revolutions going on in egypt and tunisia. she was giddy about it, we both were, and imagining things. she told me she was still looking for her lover.<span style="font-style:italic;"><span style="font-style:italic;"><span style="font-style:italic;"></span></span></span>. and i told her about the working class reading series that <a href="http://adipietra.blogspot.com/">amber dipietra</a> and i are starting and i asked her if she would read and she said, in the most tender and delighted voice, "yes, michelle, i would love to read at your series." we talked about having her in the fall. all of these things, not to be. just believed in by us for that night, and a few days after. i will miss her forever.<br /><br />and now she is uplifted and it is time to tend to the business of spring, all of us left here. it is time for loving. and it is time for revolution. it is time for what is tender, for what i love most.<br /><br />p.s. i'm headed to philly & NYC at the end of march and, thanks to debrah morkun, i'll be reading at molly's bookstore in philly on 4/2 with my beloved <a href="http://400yearsinbabylon.blogspot.com/">tai amri spann-wilson</a>, kim gek lin short, and prolly one more person. come out, if you can! this don't happen every day! <br /><br />xxMichelle Pucketthttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03607786284148673524noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6099693716952946471.post-59283678671436104562010-01-22T16:00:00.000-08:002010-01-22T16:04:25.395-08:00Two Upcoming ReadingsHi folks, <br /><br />I know it's been a while - grad school blackhole got me - but I do have two readings next week. I hope you'll come.<br /><br />Works in Progress Reading Series @ Mills College<br />Michelle Puckett, Susan Gevirtz, Shelly Gomez, and Nathan Jones<br />5:15 in the Bender Room, Mills College<br />5000 MacArthur Blvd<br />Oakland, CA<br />Free and open to the public<br />Light refreshments provided<br />http://www.facebook.com/home.php?ref=home#/event.php?eid=259860614086&ref=ts <br /><br /><br />and<br /><br /><br />Kelsey Street Press 35th Anniversary Reading<br /><br />Michelle Puckett, Susan Gevirtz, Kathleen Fraser, Francis Phillips, Dale Going, Laurie Reid, Laura Moriarty, Elizabeth Robinson, Thaisa Frank, Jocelyn Saidenberg, Norma Cole, Nellie Wong, Rena Rosenwasser, Hazel White, Pat Dienstfrey, Tiff Dressen, Ramsay Breslin, Amber DiPietra, Val Witte & Lauren Levin read.<br /><br />Come celebrate 35 years of innovative writing by women with snacks and bargain KSP books!<br /><br />7:30 @ Books and Bookshelves<br />99 Sanchez Street<br />San Francisco, CA<br />Free and open to the public<br /><br />http://www.kelseyst.com/news/Michelle Pucketthttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03607786284148673524noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6099693716952946471.post-4292611323490095872009-10-18T22:51:00.000-07:002009-10-18T23:10:54.454-07:00new moonso i just finished a tarot reading which told me to slow down, go inward, and be less social. it basically said nothing would work unless and until i do that. and so i am going to try getting up at 6 in the morning, folks. gonna try to meditate and write and drink coffee, alone in the blue/grey mornings, and then to go to bed early and just generally follow the rhythm of autumn (despite the fact of warm weather out here in california). i've been planning my birthday party at which my guests and i will watch "wolfman" and eat caramel popcorn balls. i have covered the house in spiderwebs. i made some soup. i have to say - perhaps u can "hear" it in my "voice" - i feel a little melancholy right now. i'm struggling to not feel bad about myself as i ride this wave i'm on. the tarot cards said i am in need of quiet and alone time and that i am virtually breaking out of my shell (picture of an egg with a tiny person inside) in preparation for the "revolution" that is in store for me. they warned me that i wouldn't feel ready. they spoke of vulnerability and tenderness. and they insisted on darkness and struggle as the condition upon which these changes will take place. it certainly does feel like that's where i am - i just don't want to be, dammit. <br />hoping ur all safe and warm tonight. <br />xo:mMichelle Pucketthttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03607786284148673524noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6099693716952946471.post-67794994326008639772009-10-16T01:39:00.000-07:002009-10-16T01:50:13.898-07:00because it doesn't rain in cali like it does on the plains...<iframe allowfullscreen='allowfullscreen' webkitallowfullscreen='webkitallowfullscreen' mozallowfullscreen='mozallowfullscreen' width='320' height='266' src='https://www.blogger.com/video.g?token=AD6v5dyNheUvt6-qmOuEQEkLkvI892xoY7F5OLuRPCaZlnouE4o_e8BUPUmvS7taJYbx6cqSQoxN-j7uXC4pHA-VJw' class='b-hbp-video b-uploaded' frameborder='0'></iframe>Michelle Pucketthttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03607786284148673524noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6099693716952946471.post-64369746229135882542009-10-06T00:21:00.000-07:002009-10-06T00:22:55.984-07:00check out my piece on the kelsey street press bloghttp://www.kelseyst.com/news/Michelle Pucketthttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03607786284148673524noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6099693716952946471.post-87004335588573648532009-10-05T20:30:00.000-07:002009-10-05T20:35:59.051-07:00Friends on Etsyfolks, i have really talented friends. u know this (i'm sure) because u are probably one of them. well i have two particularly enterprising friends who have begun hawking their wares at etsy, so have a look. i bet you'll find something lovely and u will be supporting art and the people i love. as the holiday buying extravaganza begins, consider bookmarking these two etsy shops and using them liberally. <br /><br />http://www.merredyth.etsy.com<br /><br />&<br /><br />http://www.rebeccacaridad.etsy.com<br /><br />love and kisses:mMichelle Pucketthttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03607786284148673524noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6099693716952946471.post-6250281344217609372009-09-27T16:04:00.000-07:002009-09-27T16:38:55.539-07:00back again<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhCTrQOxBqxcCYTLUcgn-aEiNFlyuOJaU0q-fL9Y3fc9eTxtH7owvvtYiVsHuIcWBoDJcyvnaCUh-Y8okkq5ZkW0MQqpTo9nnpfq1ctBPYy2m8L6Ac-N2duDdsbHX1PUK4VtAEyYmYoI7Un/s1600-h/SOULFUL4.jpg"><img style="float:left; margin:0 10px 10px 0;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 320px; height: 320px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhCTrQOxBqxcCYTLUcgn-aEiNFlyuOJaU0q-fL9Y3fc9eTxtH7owvvtYiVsHuIcWBoDJcyvnaCUh-Y8okkq5ZkW0MQqpTo9nnpfq1ctBPYy2m8L6Ac-N2duDdsbHX1PUK4VtAEyYmYoI7Un/s320/SOULFUL4.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5386295789412782034" /></a><br />so i am into my last year of my MFA and i am doing a bit of frantic rearranging of my life in order to make room for all that writing i am supposed to be doing/ want to be doing. i am making big cuts in the amount of socializing i do because i am feeling the need to just go deeply inward and into my creative space and really see what this book wants to say. juliana spahr is my thesis director and leslie scalapino is my reader, so i'm set up with some truly fabulous female minds to work with. things are going really well tho, as always, i do believe i have been assigned more work than is humanly possible (if one works, which i do) to complete. i have been doing big sessions on feeling good about myself despite the fact that i never seem to finish all of my homework. that said, i LOOOOOVE my classes! queer poetics w rebekah edwards makes my brain bigger every single week. i have a poetry workshop w juliana spahr and a lot of other talented people. and cynthia scheinberg's theories and strategies of teaching writing sounded boring to me but is actually quite political and thus FASCinating to me. i feel pretty damn certain i am on the right path - i'm gonna be a teacher, folks!<br /><br />i am tutoring in the writing center at mills which is challenging and terrifying in all sorts of yummy ways. i love helping a student get her thoughts down on paper but the grammar aspect is more daunting than i can relay to u in a single blog. i'm working really hard to not feel stupid all the time; putting the rules of grammar into words is more difficult than i had imagined. my swimming class is a nice contradiction but is challenging in other ways, too. i am noticing just how little body awareness i have cultivated in my life and it is really hard to get my body to do what i tell it to! but when i get frustrated, i just flap around like i did as a kid and do a couple of underwater handstands and i feel much better. i love being in the water. and it has been great for my still-healing ankle, too. <br /><br />i am doing part-time work with blue shield of california foundation again, on a temp assignment, as well as a touch of nanny work which i am thinking i need to drop due to the low pay and time commitment. it works out to less than $10 per hour when i subtract travel cost and time. i'm thinking that 6 hours a week would be much better spent writing. <br /><br />oh, and i am reading in the "soulful series" at mills this tuesday evening at 5:15 in the bender room if anyone is able to make it out. <br /><br />that's about it for now, but i will be making much more frequent use of this blog, i promise, so please do check back often. big love:mMichelle Pucketthttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03607786284148673524noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6099693716952946471.post-61523646872262535702009-02-28T18:45:00.000-08:002009-02-28T18:46:54.420-08:00i feel like i don't know how to talk to this blog right now. have been sucked up in school and the poetry blog and writing and wanting. have been writing about the sea. i came out here, after being landlocked my whole life, knowing something would have to happen, wondering what the ocean would do to me. what is happening? water. all of it, everywhere. <br />that's all for now. no earth, no border, no centered edge. i'm ready.Michelle Pucketthttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03607786284148673524noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6099693716952946471.post-13125478995659736592009-02-01T20:10:00.000-08:002009-02-01T20:50:41.481-08:00fucking grammardamn, i really let this go for a while. ah yes, the blog...how are you?<br />what to do? when u feel it all? can't type when typing is breaking. clap of cowbell. if i am obtuse, forgive me. i was only going to stay a small while. nonsense for no reason, isn't it? oh so often. soften. this one in that.<br />try this: make it fast. begin at the top of my syntax, loop fingers like pocket-holes, stay in close contact, full out rebellion. the light that hurts to see. i cannot tell u what i mean. bending the corners to fit a different place where my concerns are apparent. i curl at the edges. fins of transparent red fish. a gill, breathing. <br />walking in the evening, a similarity is countering. a wall is hardening. mortar and spackle. semi-soft appetite. the star-like light of fireworks. the ripple of reflection and trying to make sense. the failure. the repetition of slight water. a most constant ringing, a welcome lie. to turn in a circle: telling the thing from the inside, out. eye against eye. sucked into water-funnel, funnel-cloud, tornado, maelstrom. after effect, on the avenue, the way the sun shines now.Michelle Pucketthttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03607786284148673524noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6099693716952946471.post-64804689597662142852009-01-20T22:57:00.000-08:002009-01-23T16:49:02.707-08:00"The time is always ripe to do good"-MLK, Jr.How will you say you spent this day? Whatever happens, a day to remember. <br />I woke up at the wee hour of 7 and washed my face and brushed my teeth. I was on the 3rd day of my period. I ditched work. Meg came to pick me up and she and I watched the inauguration at Cafe Pena in Berkeley. There were tears and gospel and latte and JOY! Then we were on to Revolution Cafe in West Oakland to meet up with Shelly. We sat in a circle, computers on laps, and half-watched the inaugural coverage (parades, etc) and half-wrote poems. Later, we decided to go for a walk. And when Meg suggested we walk in my neighborhood, I thought she must be joking. But she wasn't and we did. <br />I swear, I don't know if I can get tired of those two. And I can't really think of a more wonderfully luxurious/deeply challenging way to have spent this historic day. From dramatic firsts and songs of triumph, to poems for the dead and mandates for the living, I do not think I could have served my country better than I did today. I took up my duty, as I see it, as I have accepted it, with a full-bodied engagement. I sat in community with my colleagues and we <span style="font-style:italic;">thought</span>, long and hard, about what it all meant. We chatted and scribbled and asked questions. We attempted to notice what was happening and how. I am a poet, amongst poets, and today, I say it proudly, we did our Job. <br />I will never forget the way he smiles, o dear, and throws the ball right back at us - this 44th president of the United States. And while he is proud that we have chosen him, he is working hard to remind us that it only implies that we have chosen ourselves. This man with the deepest appreciation of service is bound to lead the way, in boldness, and with the courage to change what isn't working. May his example infect us all with an unshakable sense of urgency to carry out the ends of justice and unfettered joy in this world. Now is the time.Michelle Pucketthttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03607786284148673524noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6099693716952946471.post-77290144578106030192009-01-16T10:21:00.000-08:002009-09-27T16:42:07.523-07:00Michelle Pucketthttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03607786284148673524noreply@blogger.com2